Chapter Two: Gwen's life began on her family's farm in the Manitoba agricultural community of Blondous. There her Aunty Ollie knit as Gwen's mother doctored.
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Chapter Three
My dad worked hard from sun up to sun down—as is the farmer's lot. But
he took time to share the things he knew I would regard as special.
I recall one spring morning.
“Gwen.” My dad called through my bedroom door.
I sprung out of bed and pulled a sweater and pants over my
Pajamas.
Outside, stars like pinpricks pierced the black sky. Over grass
stiff with frost, I followed him to the barn. In the sweet-smelling
straw, warm against its mother slept a newborn lamb.
“A miracle,” he called the new arrival. He was a man of few
words but they were enough to convey his feelings—if you listened
attentively. And I knew how pleased he was.
The farm was a magical place for all except Mother. She used
adjectives like dirty and smelly.
Why had she elected to work in a rural hospital? Did she view
herself as a saviour, either due to her skills as a doctor or for her
beliefs as a feminist? Maybe she saw herself as a martyr who would
endure wretched conditions, sacrificing herself to save bodies and
minds. Or did she simply want to surround herself with people she
viewed as subordinate—to feed her swollen ego?
Surprisingly,
Mother did allow my auntie to teach me to knit. I'm not sure why.
Perhaps, due to my amma's (grandma's) local fame as a crafter, she
thought it was my rightful inheritance. Or more likely she desired to
prepare my hands for the life of a surgeon.
As I
watched my auntie cast on stitches, I noticed leftover yarn—on the wrong
side of the needles, she couldn't use it to knit the first row. I'd
always wondered why she did that so I asked. She explained as she
coiled the yarn into a figure eight and secured it with a knot. “This
is called
the tail. If the tail is too short stitches could fall off the
needle. I like to leave enough yarn so that I can use it to sew a
seam. And if I don't have a seam to sew, I still like long tails.”
Her needles clicked as she
worked a row. “After I'm done weaving in enough yarn to keep my
knitting safe, I cut off the tail” She grinned. “It doesn't hurt.
And add it to the bag. You've seen my bag of tails. It's like a
record of my knitting. Your amma did that too. You never know when a
piece of yarn can come in handy, Elskan. Waste not, want not.” She
mumbled some Icelandic words that I couldn't translate. Beyond a few
simple words, I know very little Icelandic. I wish I knew more; I
wish I'd listened better. But a fool is lost in wishes.
My knitting lessons took place after school and before Mother came
home. I sat beside my auntie on the sofa—watching closely and listening carefully. I have
such clear memories of my first lesson. It seems like it took place yesterday.
Referring
to the knitting needle she’d used to cast on, my auntie said, “This
is the carrier needle.”
She picked up the other needle. “This is the worker. To knit, slip
the tip of the working needle into
the loop between the yarn and the needle. Now wrap the yarn around
the working needle. Pull the yarn through the loop. You've made a
stitch. Each time you make a stitch with the worker pull a stitch off
the carrier. You should always have the same number of stitches as
you started with.” She kept making stitch after stitch until...
“Hey,
now the carrier needle has become the working needle and the working
needle has become the carrier.”
“Good
eyes, Elskan. You're turn.” She handed the knitting to me.
My
auntie made knitting look effortless, but it wasn't effortless for
me. I attempted to spear the needle into the yarn—to no avail.
Frustration overtook me, I ceased the loop, pulled it forward and
forced the needle into the gap. I fought and won my first stitch.
To
help me remember the steps involved in knitting, my auntie told me a
story about my youngest cousin. “One day, Pall was full of
mischief, he walked behind
the house.” She put the tip of the working needle behind the yarn.
“Came in the back
door.” She slipped the tip of the working needle into the loop.
“Danced over a
kitchen chair.” Brought the yarn over the tip of the working needle
between the two needles and slipped the new stitch onto the working
needle. “He hopped out the window and was gone.” A new stitch made, she pulled the old stitch
off the carrier needle.
“Behind. In. Over. Out,” I recited repeatedly as I knit.
Progress was difficult, but I refused to fail, and eventually, my
determination was rewarded as performing
the steps became smoother.
My auntie presented my first knitting project—a garter-stitch
scarf—to Mother. “Gwen's stitches are well-formed. Her tension
even.” Sentences full of pride.
All Mother offered was a forced smile.
A few days later, Mother handed me a wrapped box. Yarn? A pattern
book? Unwrapped, the box contained a sketchbook and drawing pencils.
The enclosed note read: Crafts are for common folk. Art is far more
worthy of your time and energy.
To appease her, I invested time sketching and showed some latent talent to Mother's delight. But drawing pencils didn't hold my
interest. Knitting needles did.
Auntie Ollie continued my lessons until I could cast on and off, and
knit without her supervision.
When Loki, the Norse god of mischief, played with my stitches she
was there to impede his folly.
“After every couple of rows, count your stitches,” she
cautioned.
If the stitches were fewer in number, she'd say, “See the ladder
of holes, Elskan? I think a stitch hopped off your needle. Here, let
me catch him for you.” She used her crochet hook to collect the
stitch and carefully worked it, row-by-row, up to the needle.
If the stitches had grown in number, she marked the last perfect row
with a safety pin. Then instructed me to pull the stitches off the
needles and rip the rows back to the spot.
I felt deflated—mourning the loss of all that time knitting, but
my auntie told me, “Re-knitting is as much a part of knitting as
working your stitches.”
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